A Bit Late.
14 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
I have to admit it… I’m sad that baby Isaac is not born yet. My due date was yesterday… and the longest I’ve ever gone over date has been one day. And it’s looking like I will be going beyond that one day this time around. Sigh. There are a few reasons why I’m bummed. 1. Grace’s birthday is on Saturday (and I really really really want her and Isaac to have separate birthdays.) 2. There is a major family party (my side) on Saturday. Family from out of state will be in town for it, and I was/am hoping that they can meet my newest babe by then. After the weekend I’ll be able to share what the major event is, but for now I have to keep it a secret. 
So, I have to admit that I will be super sad if I can’t be there on Saturday… and yes, I know, it’s going to be difficult with a newborn who is days old (hopefully!)…. but clearly I’ll just be sitting and taking care of my babe. And he wouldn’t be getting passed around, so germ wise we’re good. Maybe it will be better if he is born after the weekend. I don’t know. It’s in God’s timing and I need to trust Him with it all and stop over thinking these things that I just can’t control at all.
I’ve also been extra emotional/hormonal today and I’m not sure why. I mean, I really haven’t been that bad hormonally this pregnancy. A thought I had earlier today is that maybe there’s a surge of hormones in my body declaring that labor will be happening withing the next day or so. It’s just weird to be crying over everything and nothing so suddenly.
Hopefully I’ll have news of Isaac’s arrival for you all soon!
